If you think about it, I get all the love and support one should get. I just had my birthday, after all. My whole family even drove miles and miles just to see me. I even have this plan about what I should do with my life once I get out of rehab, or so I thought.

Now I just can’t get out of bed.

@2 weeks ago

We missed each other’s birthdays #saklap

@2 weeks ago
#23232323232 

I tried to say hi, but all I saw was a glimpse of you. You were wearing a yellow shirt, and holding the grills like you always do.

It made me a little happy tho, seeing you. But I’m sorry. They just wouldn’t let me see you yet :(

@2 weeks ago

"All of us, one way or another, are insane."

Zedka, Veronika Decides to Die
@3 weeks ago with 1 note
#Veronika Decides to Die #Zedka #insanity 

"Insanity is the inability to communicate your ideas"

Zedka, Veronika Decides to Die
@3 weeks ago

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@3 weeks ago with 1451 notes

"She adapted herself to the routine imposed by the hospital: rising early, eating breakrast, going for a walk in the garden, having lunch, going to the living room, for another walk in the garden, theb supper, television, and bed."

Paulo Coelho, Veronika Decides to Die
@3 weeks ago
#this has lcrc written all over it #my life in those four months #rehab 
I’ve known, but it was still amazing to see it for myself.

I’ve known, but it was still amazing to see it for myself.

@3 weeks ago

It’s crazy, I’m still crazy.

@2 weeks ago
Thank you lovely people for today :-* #23YrsYoung #LosBanos #UPLB

Thank you lovely people for today :-* #23YrsYoung #LosBanos #UPLB

@2 weeks ago with 1 note
#23 #Los Banos #UPLB 

"You get depressed because you know that you’re not what you should be."

Marilyn Manson (via imbruk)

SACTLY.

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@2 weeks ago with 520910 notes
So I’m trying to write in Chinese but I just can’t write the xiang right afghklsk!!!

So I’m trying to write in Chinese but I just can’t write the xiang right afghklsk!!!

@3 weeks ago

"To say good-bye. That was the real diffucult part. Once in a mental hospital, a person grows used to the freedom that exists in the world of insanity and becomes addicted to it."

Paulo Coelho, Veronika Decides to Die
@3 weeks ago with 7 notes
#Veronika Decides to Die #Paulo Coelho #books #quotes 
This is falling in love in the cruelest way
This is falling for you when you are worlds away

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@3 weeks ago with 2616 note and 30899 play
if-youcantsleep:

I’m impossible to forget, but I’m hard to remember.

if-youcantsleep:

I’m impossible to forget, but I’m hard to remember.

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@3 weeks ago with 367 notes